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Understanding Life And Where I need To be!!!!

Being real is not about perfection it's knowing my faults and loving myself enough to know others will too.I Won't claim to be what I'm not ~I'll only be lying to myself and until I respect myself, I don't deserve to be respected by anyone. I used to say life is "Anything that creates excitement" but now as i 've experienced a little hurt and pain and the tribulations that life brings me,I think its time for me to go a little deeper....
I will be 24 years old soon and i think that my interests now is just to be faithful to the one i can call my love , establish a home that i can come to, protect, provide, and continuously build on..Have a successful modeling career and Hopes of working in the Criminal Justice system ..... My dreams will never die and my inspirations will always remain the same as long as I have air in my body...Even if i don't get to accomplish all my interests, i will still be woman enough to understand that once i win that prize , I still would have to work hard to maintain the stability of it.... {a mans love}
I used to think that my dreams would never fail me... Whenever i would wake up from a dream i used to get the feeling like everything will be ok... but now ... I am kinda skeptic about what my dreams may bring.... You know waking up to the man I love every morning, noon, or night brought about a sense of purpose... To be able to fill whatever void that I had and vice versa... But when those motives of blessing start to mess up we turn into questioning there being there it destroys that state of innocence and creates room for judgment and deceit ..I cant say that i wish i ve never had a negative experience the thing I wish is that things would have played out another way.... Life is so funny like that but regardless of what the outcome becomes my dreams still feel so real and they still will give me inspiration to never give up on anything that comes my way..
My life has been a continuous struggle which to me has helped to make me who I am today , so game recognize game but sometimes we confuse game with insecurity.... Our own insecurity ...
Internet sites are made up to meet, mingle, distract, organize,build, damage, and in some cases destroy relationships. Use this web site as a tool for you to grow and experience change and recognize that change. My life has changed and i'm pretty sure others will too eventually get something from it I hope before your time runs out..Dnt forget time awaits for no man...IM DONE PLAYING CHILDISH GAMES>>> I'M A GROWN WOMAN AND NEEDS TO ACT LIKE ONE... Meaning Speech, The Things I do And The Way I carry myself and The People I surround Myself with......Nomore Unnecessary Friends..Dnt need em